Welcome to my own personal notebook!

Here you'll find all sorts of writing by me— poems, fanfiction, deranged 3AM ramblings... good times.
Look around, flip through, have a cup of Beverage™, but beware....

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My fanfics

This is what I meant by 'cringe content'. Fics are organized by date published



ReUnAlived: The Epic Sequel-Television-Show-Thing

Hermitcraft - 1,855 words - 1 chapter - 3/3/2023

An au where Joel, Grian, Scar, and Jimmy work at 100 HOURS HARDCORE SKATING RINK AND ENTERTAINMENT CENTER
or, a fic-of-a-fic of DeUnAlived by Starbud. (Please read it, it's so funny and also kind of necessary to understand like every joke in this.)

Grian & Scar & Joel & Jimmy
Uno - Freeform, No Angst, Attempt at Humor, I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping

rejoice, the sky's fucking falling

Empires SMP - 6,465 words - 1 chapter - 3/30/2023

Jim has had enough.
He's had enough of being a toy, of not being able to cry or eat or sleep; of feeling a string wrapping around his neck every time he tries to speak, trying to shove pre-written and pre-recorded lines down his throat.
He's had enough of losing— Again. And again. And again.
And he's tired of hearing them laugh.
or: Jim goes on a villain arc, and apologies, healthy communication, and forgiveness ensue.

Jimmy & Joel, fWhip & Jimmy, Joel & Pixlriffs
Toy Jimmy, Body Horror, Identity Issues, Hurt/comfort, Temporary Character Death, Apologies, Loss of Adentity, Respawn Mechanics, Angst with a Happy Ending

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the eggshell ground

Hermitcraft - 1,844 words - 1 chapter - 7/21/2023

In which Ren cuts his hair, and loses a bit of himself in the process.

Rendog & BdoubleO100
Hurt/Comfort, Hair, Haircuts, Literal Sleeping Together, Hair Braiding, Grief/Mourning (....of hair. it makes sense i swear)

dizzying heights

Secret Life - 2,717 words - 1 chapter - 12/4/2023

a fic about guilt, and canaries. the two seem to go together often.

Jimmy & Martyn
Hurt/Comfort, Crying, Guilt, Jimmy's Canary Curse, Jimmy Needs A Hug, Abandonment Issues, Fluff and Angst, Character Study, Secret Life Session 5

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strangler fig (beat the pulse into your shoes)

Empires SMP - 3,369 words - 1 chapter - 12/10/2023 - Part 2 of 'i'm so sorry that you have to have a body'

After being a toy for so long, everything is too much for Jimmy. Even living in his own body. Joel helps.
or, a sequel to rejoice, the sky's fucking falling

Jimmy & Joel
Hurt/Comfort, Sensory Overloads, Guilt, Apologies, Forgiveness, Panic Attacks, Jimmy is Not a Toy, Jimmy needs a hug, Crying, Fluff and Angst, Platonic Cuddling

we tried the world (good god, it wasn't for us!)

Hermitcraft - 754 words - 1/12 chapters - 2/10/2025
Ongoing!!

Tango Tek has been running his whole life— but when his spaceship crash-lands on an ocean planet, he suddenly needs to face his past or be swallowed by a crushing sea. Miles beneath the surface, Tango's time is running out- and he may not be as alone as he thinks.
Or: This is my passion project and it's been giving me brainworms for literal years. Please read it. Please.

Tango & Jimmy
Alternate Universe - Space, Astronauts, Aliens, Hurt/Comfort, Hurt/No Comfort, Fluff and Angst, Ambiguous Relationships, Slow Burn, Classic Literature References, Science Fiction, Other Tags to be Added

Poetry


late august

late august came
to my doorstep with its
chill and
i cried,
"i only wish that everything
would stay exactly as it is,
forever"

and God
smiled sadly and
said,
"I'm so sorry;
but that's just not
how this works."

wherefore art thou

oh lord,
i worry i'm too good
at weaving guts together
until they're love

and turning my pain
into something beautiful,

beautiful only to others
and not to me

i always remember things as i'm leaving

which made me think
if i promise to leave enough times
i'll keep on coming back
to remember more of me
than i left behind

Things I'm Afraid Of

I cant remember my childhood
i remember remembering it
and then i remember sand on my fingers
cobwebs in places i havent been to since

I'm in my childhood bedroom
The second one, after we moved and I didn't miss the old house
But i think i'd miss this one
I put the stars up when i remembered kids had been supposed to have them stuck to their ceilings
I was tall enough to put them up myself with a chair